31/12 – 4/1

A brilliant New Year

I am over the moon that we continue to grow from strength to strength and my head is in a much better place than this time last year! We came very close to splitting up this time last year as I had so many issues to work through and couldn’t see Julie wanting to stick with me – I think I was just very confused. She has been my absolute rock through the last 12 months, watching me coming to terms with TV/TS side and slowly accepting myself for who I am. When I started trying on skirts etc last jan/feb, I would have laughed if anyone said I would end the year with my willy all locked up!! Mind you, I think if anyone had seen me in my skirts, they would have laughed just as much – I do look strange in my girly clothes!!

Julie and I have talked more and more over the last few days, realizing that some of the things we have discussed around chastity are simply going to have to wait until we can create a much more private homelife. – having children means everything has to be so discrete. But hey ho, only 2 kids left living at home so there is light at the end of the tunnel so to speak!! I love my kids, all 5 of them, but having had my first at 19 years old, I am looking forward to the time when I am left alone with jules.

Its time now to get on with things, part of the reason for locking my willy away is to leave me more focused and achieve more in my carreer – I have a top banana job with one of the biggest companies in the world and it pays real good but I hate it! I hate being a corporate whore and this is the year for me to start breaking free. I have a lot of ideas for running my own business and its time to start narrowing them down to a winner and going for it. I have always been confident, just to bloody lazy to get off my ass and make things happen – that’s going to change this year!! It has to as I want to make a successful business venture work so Julie can give up work (maybe we could end up working together?).

5/1

The cards decide!!

I am now in the middle of my first frustration of the new year and it feels quite delightful! We made love at least half a dozen times over new years eve and the following day or 2 but last night julie kept me locked in a pair of homemade chastity shorts that deny me all access to my cock! Julie seemed to really get off with me not even able to touch myself and I must admit she seemed to be able to let go and enjoy herself considerably  I love giving Julie exactly what she wants and with no desire for my cock, I made sure she came several times with my tounge and fingers!

Whilst Jules was at work today, I devised a game for her “let the cards decide”. I created a list of cards with suggested outcomes depending on which card is drawn! The odds are very much against me drawing a card that offers release of one sort or another and I suggested that she could make me draw a card when she has decided that she wants to play . Julie seemed to really appreciate this gift but after last night I was hoping she would put them away for another date and want to have my cock tonight – I got that kind of wrong. When we went to bed, she offered me a selection of cards to draw from ( I thought it would be a random card cut but she had decide to take the cards she wanted and offer me a blind selection) she offered me 7 cards and I didn’t know it the time but only one of the 7 cards denied me relief so she had been very kind in offering me great odds – but yes, you guessed it, I managed to draw that bloody card . The list of options for the card game are:

A BJ - to orgasm
2 no release
3 no release
4 no release
5 taken to the edge but
no cumming 3 times
6 no release
7 no release
8 no release
9 Handjob 1 min max
10 no release
J Handjob 3 mins max
Q BJ - finsihed by hand
K HandJob 5 mins max

I drew the 10 

When she showed me the other 6 cards, each offering relief I was gutted and Julie just smiled. She then told me that I could take my shorts off anyway as she wanted to have a little play – they came off quicker than you can say a real quick thing!! She asked me to put a piercing in, so I put in the dragonfly ring and she loved it, she told me that she was going to sit on my cock and I must not cum as the cards had decided – ouch! She road me for about 20 mins and at one point I was close to cumming and she looked me in the eye and told me “don’t you dare cum” and I knew she meant it. so I made sure I didn’t and made sure she came herself several times!! I think she loved me obeying her as her pussy was soaking wet with her own juices and boy oh boy did I want to unload!! Though to be honest some weirdness happened, as I brought her to her final orgasm, I felt like I was totally tuned into her and to the point that when she came, it was like I was sharing in her pleasure and it left me feeling satisfied and very happy, we cuddled for ages after and she loved that my little cock was still hard and gagging for more!!

6/1

I am now locked up again while julie is at work – it took ages to coax my cock into its cage as it is incredibly frustrated and the slightest touch is making it hard! Julie left me a list of things to do for her today which I will make sure I complete as im really hoping to be grabted an orgasm tonight – it is the start of the weekend afterall!!