Wow!! I cant believe that although I only ever wrote a few pages and stopped after a short while over a year ago, my blog is getting 300 hits a month!! Thank you very much to all who have stopped by – I didn’t even realize as this is the first time ive logged back in since I stopped writing. I started writing a diary a few weeks ago which I will publish shortly but first a nit of a catch up!!
Although this blog is about my chastity experience and fantasies its important that you know this path was discovered as part of my journey into accepting that I love girly things and wearing womens clothes and stuff – accepting and embracing this side of me has helped me sort allsorts out in my head about who I am and that im not “wrong” to enjoy different aspects of life!! Anyway I think that I sort of justify things with myself and try to appreciate julie for accepting me regardless – giving up control of my cock/orgasms seems such small price to pay and it is certainly making life a lot of fun!!
One of the things I have learned is that chastity is not just about the different toys/devices that you can use to lock your cock up with and give your partner the key, its about reaching a place where you don’t permit yourself an orgasm without permission regardless of restraints. This is where I think im at now, I haven’t cum properly without permission this year. It sometimes takes a lot of self control but I just don’t seem to be able to relax and enjoy myself normally without permission – its become an inbuilt thing now I guess. We don’t use the chastity cages much these days as I could never find one that was ok to wear through the night properly – sure I could go a day or 2 but longer than that causes too much loss of sleep for my liking!! There is, however, a full on steel chastity belt for about a thousand pounds that we both like and we plan to buy it late this year or early next year. It is total confinement with no room for any expansion so no more strangled balls!! Ill tell you more about it nearer the time, and if anyone is interested in the product - drop me a line and ill post a link to the site.
Any way, thank you all very much for taking the time to visit me here, and from now on, I shall start posting my irregular ramblings more often