10/02/07
Wow! Came in my knickers whilst fucking Julie with a strap-on! Felt amazing.
Was still feeling very horny whilst Julie was asleep – so I masturbated into a glass dish and drank my cum with half a glass of orange juice.
11/02/07
Ate Julies pussy and then slipped dinky in!!! I came within 2 minutes and then cleaned her pussy with my tongue!!
13//02/07
I dropped Julie round her mums, then she joined me round the flat a couple of hours later.
We had a great time and I ate Julies pussy for ages before we made love slowly and comfortably in our favorite lazy position – of course, I was wearing a strap-on, with dinky left in his knickers all curled up nice and snug!! I didn’t cum in my knickers, so once Julie was satisfied, she allowed dinky to pay a visit! To be honest, I don’t think she felt me much and with her permission, I came after about 2 minutes. She then laid back and enjoyed me cleaning her mess up with my tongue. This seems to please Julie and it looks like I will be doing this for her when ever she grants me permission to cum inside her! I don’t mind as I just love making her happy!!
14/02/07
Valentines day!!! But Julie became quite ill with a bad cold/cough. Shame, as my glass funnels that I ordered off ebay arrived today and I was going to surprise her with them later! She likes me eating my own cum after I masturbate but seems to prefer using our plastic funnel rather than the glass dish – so I have bought a glass funnel so she can enjoy watching my cum slide into my mouth! Oh well, it’ll have to wait until another day.
15/02/07
Julies so ill that she phoned in sick today. Im horny as hell but cant really mention this right now! Had a little fiddle but wouldn’t allow myself to cum. It just made things worse and its at times like this that I wish dinky was locked away so he wouldn’t be such a distraction!!
16/02/07
Julies still poorly and had another day off work. I’m feel in proper frustrated !! had another major fiddle in the evening – Julie had gone to bed leaving me playing poker – but couldn’t bring myself to cum. Its becoming a very inbuilt thing now, I just will not let myself go without permission. Done a little more research into “tease and denial” online. I hope I get brave enough to share some of this with Julie as I’m sure she would like it and find it enlightening!! It sure turns me on!!
17/02/07
Julie is still ill but fair play, she was still up for going to the flat for the night!
I finally showed her the glass funnels and she was pleased with her gift!! I took her too bed around 1am and she had me eat her pussy for half an hour before dismissing me!!
I teased my self for about an hour and sat on a dildo for a while. All of this meant that dinky was left a little dribbly mess dying for a deep satisfying orgasm! I needed release, so I videoed myself cumming into my glass funnel and swallowing the lot – I don’t think I will ever learn to like the taste!!
I watched the video, and for the first time, saw what Julie sees – I looked absolutely pathetic. It made me even more grateful for the undying love of my wife.
18/02/07
We got up late today and as Julie is off today and theres no school next week, we decided to stay another night –bonus!!
We had a very sexy and lazy day despite her still feeling poorly. When we went to bed, Julie blew my mind. She spent ages teasing my cock and then gave me a blowjob with a mouthful of wine – delicious!! Then she sat on my dinky and rode me all the way to a mindblowing orgasm – which of course I had to lick up afterwards! I think Julie is really beginning to enjoy this aspect.
19/02/07
Before going home, Julie had me eat her pussy for an hour before allowing me to pleasure my “tucked” dinky in my knickers – they were left suitably wet!
She then had me lock dinky away! It feels good to be locked up again as it has been ages!
20/02/07
I made the mistake of showing Julie a website that caught my interest “mistress taylor” – it’s a tease and denial femdom site! I had downloaded a couple of free clips from the site and she enjoyed what she saw to the point that she gave me permission to buy some full length clips! When we went to bed, she unlocked dinky and teased him for ages. She kept taking me to the edge and then backing off! Delicious! Then just as I thought she was going to let me cum, she stopped abruptly just as the first drop appeared!! Too late, I had reached the point of no return and the rest of my cum dribbled out, but my orgasm was killed and it left me incredibly frustrated!! But as frustrating as it was, I don’t hold it against Julie as I want to make things as much fun for her as possible. I also suspect that after a couple of ruined orgasms, the next “real” one will be amazing!
21/02/07
I was so horny today that I started fiddling with my locked up dinky. I was able to get a stimulating rhythm going and although I was soft and locked, I still came!! I enjoyed it at the time, but it left me feeling very guilty.
11/03/07
Got back from snowboarding in Norway today, it was a good trip but im now horny as fuck!! I haven’t touched my self in a sexual way at all whilst away – let alone had a wank!!
12/03/07
Last night was just kisses and cuddles as I was knackered after all the travel and delays yesterday. Tonight, however, I took proper care of my gorgeous wife and fully appreciated her sexy body!!i haven’t cum for 8 days now and dinky was fit to explode. But after eating her pussy and giving her plenty of orgasms, Julie wanted a good hard shag or to simply be cuddled. She let dinky in for about 2 minutes and it felt amazing. After 8 days, dinky is very responsive and sensitive with balls full to the brim!! There was no way I could give Julie the fucking she craved as I knew that after one or two good hard thrusts, I would be making a mess everywhere!! Julie wouldn’t let me cum in her pussy as I wasn’t in the mood to lick her clean! I guess if she wanted my cock bad enough, I would have been cumming deep in her gorgeous pussy – how times have changed! She then offered me a choice; I could cum in my bowl or wait until she wants me to cum! It was hard but I chose to wait – im glad about that as cumming in my bowl is kind of mechanical and its better when im allowed to cum in her pussy – or when she makes me cum by other means – to be honest, even cumming into my funnel is better!! Shhh!!
13/03/07
We had an early night but Julie was tired and only wanted cuddles! I was desperate to cum – 9 days now! I tried to gently arouse her but it didn’t work! I didn’t complain as all I want is her happiness. When she wants me to cum, she will let me know. Its getting hard now and I can hardly bear to touch myself for fear of hooting my load!! I really do think that although in some ways its “only” been 9 days – it is probably then longest ive gone without an orgasm since my early teens!! And dinky has become quite a dribbly, leaky toy!!
14/03/07
Man I am so horny! Day 10 now! Julie teased my cock to the edge a couple of times before requesting that I serve her pussy with my mouth. I made her cum a few times, over about half an hour I guess, she loved it! afterwards, she let dinky pay a short visit but that made her very frustrated as I could barley move inside her for fear of cumming – she insisted that I didn’t cum! So with a lack of movement and, although with a raging erection, a lack of inches, she grew bored very quickly! I loved it though, her pussy felt gorgeous and amazing to my ultra sensitive dinky!
She then took me in hand and I really thought I was about to be granted orgasm – instead. She took me right to the brink and I was a split second away from orgasm when she suddenly stopped and let go – it was too late, all I could do was watch my wasted cum dribble out onto my belly with no orgasm. It was the most disappointing and frustrating sensation ever!! Julie had a lot of fun though and that is the important thing.
15/03/07
Day 11 – still horny as fuck!
We downloaded some more clips with Julie choosing some of the titles!! We chose a selection from “tiny cock teases” and “tease and denial”. Julie seems to like these clips as they give her ideas and my arousal is evident! We bought seven clips and we are taking six of them to the flat to watch at the weekend. But we watched one in bed and I thought my luck was in! Julie was tired and after a 30 second fondle of dinky, she rolled over to sleep leaving me frustrated and aching for her.
Its strange going this long without cumming and quite frustrating but at the same time, im really glad to see Julie growing in confidence and slowly learning to enjoy this power she has over me!
16/03/07
Day 12!! And what a night!!
We settled in to the flat for the weekend and when we went to bed we watched a couple of our clips. afterwards, Julie seemed to enjoy taking control of my cock. She teased me to the edge mercilessly letting me believe many times that I was about to cum only for the moment to be snatched away! She wore a black latex glove with plenty of lube as she masturbated me fiercely – at some points, it was actually hurting but I felt I couldn’t say anything! When she finally allowed me to cum, it was simply amazing and totally worth the wait!! It was an intense feeling that left me shaky and breathless. Then after a few seconds of letting me recover, she grabbed dinky again and started pumping for all she was worth – this was both agony and ecstasy as I was just so sensitive it really started to hurt! Eventually I managed to get the word “stop” out and she did, with a wicked smile on her face!
We went to sleep shortly after this and I drifted off very loved up! Tonight, Julie went totally without and focused purely on me!! – amazing!! She must love me so much.
17/03/07
Had an awesome day, we chilled out and relaxed in the bedroom all day. Julie treate me to another orgasm after teasing my cock for ages – it was a “forced” orgasm in so much as she hadn’t given me permission to cum so I was trying not to for fear of it being ruined but she forced it anyway wearing disposable latex gloves!
We watched TV for a few hours before going back to bed, when, I totally took care of Julies sexual needs. I ate her pussy to multiple orgasms before she started playing with dinky again. She had me put on my cum stopping piercing before sitting on my cock!! She seemed to really enjoy riding me knowing I dare not cum! It felt great inside her and I really wanted to cum, but knew it would hurt too much if I did! Then she jumped off dinky and told me to tuck him away in my knickers and strap George on in his place – ouch!! I had a raging hard-on so it took me 5 minutes to “cool” down and get tucked! I fucked her real hard with george and she loved it – cumming loudly!! It can be difficult seeing her enjoy me more wearing a strap on but at the same time, I know she needs more than little dinky!!
After George, she made me eat her pussy for about half an hour. Then she stroked dinky until he was hard and proud before bringing me gently to the edge a couple of times. I was getting really into it thinking it was my treat but then she stopped and told me id have to wait!! She then rolled over to sleep as I touched my frustrated cock – she didn’t like me touching it and made me tuck him away in my knickers once more – I slept like that after editing Julies first homespun clip – a simple tease that I’ll talk about another time.
18/03/07
Well, Julie seems to really like her gloves!! She selflessly gave me a wonderful hand job with her gloved hands! We went home shortly after as I had to cook a Sunday roast – mothers day and my mums coming round later.
When we went to bed, I went down on Julie until she was completely spent! She didn’t want her dinky tonight but she let me cum in my knickers whilst listening to her clip! It was a bit embarrassing doing it in front of her but I made the most of it anyway! – im still dying to make love to Julie even though ive had a couple of orgasms now!!
19/03/07
Tough night tonight – I think I’m having a bit of a moment. Julie had a nice lazy day today – lie in, no work etc and we went to bed early, so I thought my luck was in! she told me she wasn’t in the “mood’ – I of course saw this as a challenge and tried to turn her on by licking her pussy – it didn’t work. That’s when my head started getting messy. I know I do my own head in sometimes – but its difficult accepting that I no longer turn her on in a traditional sense. Its not her fault, if I was a hot chic, I don’t think I would be interested in a man like me! but my desire to make love to my wife just wont go away. I know I cant “fuck her brains out” anymore as denial and a lack of masturbation leaves me unable to last very long but im really missing the feeling of holding her tight and close to me as we both cum! I used to be able to make her want me in the same way just by slowly kissing her, but that seems to have gone now. I cant complain as I know I need to be grateful for what I do get but right now something is missing.. its like she will have me eat her pussy for satisfaction and she’ll have fun playing with dinky, but I just cant seem to make her “want” me. I know this feeling will pass but right now it’s a bit difficult.
20/03/07
Just a crap day really. Had a seminar in Exeter to run today that meant getting up at 5am! So I didn’t see Julie this morning. Got back around 3pm and as much as I need to talk, Julie prefers to act as though nothings wrong. I hate this part of our relationship. I feel quite low and in need or reassurance but thats something I seldom get – you’ld think I would have learnt that by now! I was proper tired so I left her to the TV and went to bed around 8pm.
21/03/07
Yes!! Made love to my gorgeous sexy wife! At last!!
We had an early night and kissed and cuddled, it felt really good, we made love slowly – I think Julie would have preferred it harder and faster! – and I knew there was no way I could stop!
I held her tightly as my orgasm gripped me and I came loudly and heavily – it was mindblowing! Of course I cleaned up after myself but it was totally worth it!i felt so content and happy afterwards. I don’t ever want to stop making love to Julie but when I wait a few weeks I do start worrying!
22/03/04
Just snuggles and cuddles tonight – yummy!!
23/03/07
Another night of cuddles – I never push for anything on a Friday as its always horny looking forward to our Saturdays at the flat and wondering what we might get up to!!
24/03/07
Dam Dam and double Dam!! Julie woke up to discover her period had arrived 10 days early!! We decided to take our youngest to the pictures tonight before going to the flat – well Julie decided!! We went to see “Hot Fuzz” – a very funny film.
We eventually dropped our son at home and got to the flat about 8.30pm we watched TV most of the night before Julie went to bed, I cuddled her before going for a session on the xbox! She gave me permission to cum as long as I kept dinky in my kickers and that I didn’t touch my self! She gave me the option of strapping george on and masturbating with it until I came in my knickers or I could rub my self on the corner of the sofa and achieve stimulation by the friction until I came in my knickers! I chose the later and it was mad, I really wanted to grab my self but couldn’t go back on my word so I drenched my knickers although it wasn’t a full on orgasm – but certainly better than nothing!!
25/03/07
We got up about miday and had coffee and breakfast before Julie went for her shower. Whilst in there I tied myself naked to our bed as agreed and was totally helpless by the time she came in! she saw me and decided to blindfold me aswell!! That was quite something! She teased me to the edge several times and then allowed me to cum – I soaked my belly!! And then she took my blindfold and restraints off and passed me the tissues!! I must admit, it really turned me on to be at Julies mercy like that! She told me after that she wasn’t going to let me cum but changed her mind at the last minute –phew!!!!
31/03/07 Saturday
Haven’t had sex all week and im dying to make love to Julie, my balls are fit to burst!!
We are at the flat and I have taken care of Julie and she has teased dinky for ages efore letting him cum!!
01/04/07
Had an amazing day in bed, I brought Julie to orgasm several times by hand before giving her what she needed with georges help!! Dinky was so jealous all tucked up behind 8 inches of strap on!! She later had me spend an hour eating her pussy before it was finally my turn!! She teased me for ages and kept taking me right to the edge before denying me, she told me I wouldn’t be allowed to cum today!! I begged her to let me fuck her and got told no way!! After a while, dinky was knackered and frustrated and she kept laughing at him as he went soft, then she laughed more as she hinted that she might like to sit on me but not unless I was rock hard. I tried desperately but without much success!! Then I realized that every time I was starting to get hard, she would stop stimulating me properly and at forst I thought this was by accident but it wasn’t!! she was now in control totally including my erection!!! She had such a wicked glint in her eye as I told her I realized what she was doing, then she made me cum all over my belly!! It was great to see her having fun and enjoying having me at her mercy but at the same time its kinda scary!! In know, I know, careful what you wish for and all that…….
Afterwards we just lay naked, chatting and caressing each other, when I opened my stupid mouth and made a suggestion for Julie, my new job comes with a sales target of 2 deals per week, so I suggested that I only get to cum the number of deals that I sell!! She loves this idea and think she may enjoy trying to stick to this rule!!
04/04/07
I ate julies pussy for her before she let dinky in fo a couple of mins, I wanted to fuck her but she didn’t want me to cum!! I could hardly thrust at all and she soon got fed up and frustrated with it and ordered me to stop. She then reminded me that I haven’t sold any deals this week and if I want any cummies at the weekend, I better get it sorted tomorrow as Friday is bank holiday!!
05/04/07
Get in there!! Signed 3 deals today!!!